I have come to the conclusion I’m not sure I like who I have become. I’m sorry
I have read so many times people bitching about those girls who lose sight of their friendships because they have a boyfriend, and I feel I have become one of those people. I try to ask myself the best way to handle my situation and I really don’t have a good way about it. I feel I can’t do much, so the times I can, I usually spend it with my boyfriend, thus turning me into a shitty friend. I’m sure people probably talk about me behind my back, maybe how I neglect them, or don’t put in much effort to see them, and I just want to say I’m sorry. I feel like I do nothing but let my friends down, I feel I only disappoint them and I’m not worth much. I feel what has occurred with pretty much every other friend I have ever had is happening to the group of friends I currently have. They realize how hard it is to maintain a friendship with me and they just stop asking to do stuff. I just want to say I’m sorry. I know it probably doesn’t mean much, and that actions speak louder than words, but I just hope you never forget how much you really mean to me, and how much I love every single one of you. </3
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